i have known this guy from a web..he requested to be my friend and dropped me a message with two words: "你好"...it was simple but it drew me to choose to reply him among all the other pending unread messages.. i was very straight forward..i invited him to add me as friend on facebook by giving him my facebook user name..not long after, he added me and i was given a chance to view his profile...mm...nothing much...but what impressed me the most was his religious view..he stated there 'satanism'..i was scared thinking that this fella must be a weird one..thus, i din't take initiative to text him until one day,
he texted me and we had started our very first conversation with a simple introduction..since i cant really remember his chinese name i gave him one which i think he will like 'Jerald' ...it went well..i feel comfortable chatting with him except for his religious view :( ..the next day, i took initiative to text him as that time i was bored with my exam revisions and studies...slowly..it became my habit to text him on facebook everyday... we have unlimited topics to share with and through the conversations that we had, we got to know each other more and more...few weeks later..we planned to go Melacca and...we had our first meet-up..
he drove all the way from JB to Seremban, and our meeting place was at Jusco..when i finally got into his car, he delivered me a bottle of 100plus.. i said in my heart :"woops, he is caring"..finally, we arrived at Melacca...a lovely place..we both were hungry thus our first meal was none other than mcd !! when we reached the place he stays...it was already 11 something at night..i was really tired as i came straight from my work place...the first thing i did was...shower..!! after i had finished showering, as usual i dried my hair, when i walked out from his washroom, he was starring at me for ...few minutes...i was wondering why...there was a few-minute awkward moment and to get rid of that awkward-ness, i asked "why?"..he din't say anything but shaking his head to indicate 'nothing'...
i was happy, not because of the attractiveness that i have ..but the attention that i have never gotten from anybody included my ex...at that moment, i felt my existence..and i felt that i am valued..the first night was awkward, he was shy..and i felt bad that he gotta sleep on the floor so that i could sleep on his bed which is obviously more comfortable..hmm..in the end we exchange..that make me feel better but it was his turn to feel bad...lastly, we decided to sleep on the same bed..with no one sleeping on the floor..it was a win-win situation..we were facing together then he asked "can i hug you" and i answered "yea, sure"..slowly our face getting closer and closer...he kissed me..i was hesitating but it lasted only few minutes, thinking of all the details that he had done to me, i replied his kiss..
we ended our first day..a simple day..
